Current mood:	sad
Current music:	Ohio is for Lovers --> Hawthorne Heights

well i'm...

single again people. me and dave split up :( i'm a bit upset but i'm not too bad surprisingly.

we split up because he just can't physically cope with going out in the evenings with me and then having to be in work at 6am the next day. it's understandable. i just wish that it didn't have to come to this. i really loved that guy more than some people can imagine. but it's over and there is nothing that i can do about it. maybe it is for the best.

i've not cried as much as i thought i would. weird, huh?

he has said that we should never say never. he's hoping that maybe in a few months things will change and circumstances will be different. i just hope he isn't expecting for me to wait around. of course i'm not looking for anyone right now...i need time to heal. a long time at that probs. so i will probs be around in a few months but it won't be deliberate if you get what i mean?! my mam is all worried about me cause i'm being quite calm about it. i have had a little cry but i don't like crying in front of people. i get kinda embarrassed. ok i cried in front of dave yesterday but that was understandable considering he was crying too.

at least we're still gonna be friends and still gonna go to gigs together. cause my main gigging partner is going off to university in camarthen this year :(

<3333333

helen xxx

PS: To all those who are in relationships: treasure what you've got...you don't know how long you could have it for.