In reference to my previous post, everything is fine with everyone now. Had a good night out with them on Wednesday for a friend's birthday! Welsh Club (Clwb Ifor Bach) was amazing. Got too drunk as always, but apparently (according to Dan) I wasn't too bad this time, as I didn't send him funny texts that don't make sense :P. I guess that's a good thing! Too many photos were taken, which reminds me that I need to put mine up on facebook. Won't be going out until the end of exams now. Which I am not that disappointed about, but I'm a bit gutted that I won't be going out with everyone the last week of term because everyone is buggering off to Beach Break Live in Polzeath, Cornwall. Oh well shapeonthesails, is going to be here in Cardiff June 10th - 12th for LOSTPROPHETS TIMES (!!!!) so that will definitely more than make up for it!! Looking forward to meeting you missy!!

I have my last two written exams next week...so excited!! Means then I only have my three last exams to do, which are a listening exam, keyboard skills test and my 15 minute recital. Then I will have finished my first year of university, which in my opinion is totally crazy that it's gone so fast. I am really looking forward to second year though...living in a house and doing really interesting modules.

I need to go ring about a job (Yes, finally doing something about getting out of my current one!!) so hope you are all well!

x x x

I guess I shall speak to you all when I get back from Oxford. Am there from tomorrow until Wednesday (possibly even Thursday). Got interviews. I am quite nervous but well...I can only do my best.

Everyone look after yourselves!

<333

helen xxx

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single again people. me and dave split up :( i'm a bit upset but i'm not too bad surprisingly.

we split up because he just can't physically cope with going out in the evenings with me and then having to be in work at 6am the next day. it's understandable. i just wish that it didn't have to come to this. i really loved that guy more than some people can imagine. but it's over and there is nothing that i can do about it. maybe it is for the best.

i've not cried as much as i thought i would. weird, huh?

he has said that we should never say never. he's hoping that maybe in a few months things will change and circumstances will be different. i just hope he isn't expecting for me to wait around. of course i'm not looking for anyone right now...i need time to heal. a long time at that probs. so i will probs be around in a few months but it won't be deliberate if you get what i mean?! my mam is all worried about me cause i'm being quite calm about it. i have had a little cry but i don't like crying in front of people. i get kinda embarrassed. ok i cried in front of dave yesterday but that was understandable considering he was crying too.

at least we're still gonna be friends and still gonna go to gigs together. cause my main gigging partner is going off to university in camarthen this year :(

<3333333

helen xxx

PS: To all those who are in relationships: treasure what you've got...you don't know how long you could have it for.

confusing!! guys should come with a manual I SWEAR!!! he was all happy normal with me last night. oh well...musn't complain!

my brand new mobile phone is THE SEX! it's all pretty and dark grey/black. it's a samsung e720.

i'm all happy so far today :D

<333333

helen xxx

I AM SO FECKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!

laters
helen xxx

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helen xxx

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my doggy is still alive! YAY!

i just thought i'd come say something before i go get ready for orchestra.

had the most boring tutor period EVER today! it was all on coursework, time management and revision etc...

but seriously...how thick do they think we are as students at that school?!

i'll write about it later maybe...

gotta go.....

laters
helen xxx

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safe xXx